Got a little time on my hands so I thght I’d post a lil sum sum.. So we haven’t faught in while its good most her whosnkeepin it good cuz I’ve just been busy and yeah Saturday was turnt smoked so much kush like I drove home thinking I was a NASCAR driver duh fuck? But yeah good times that is a must do again thing but yeah life just been getting better and better and just jeez it got even better today. slowly but surely we shall climb out this hole. Love you always babe😘


i made friends

have a job interview tomorrow

finished my book

currently posting on tumblr

Just because i’m mad about something little, a LITTLE effort that shows you generally care even though it could appear to be “stupid” in your head, is a big deal that goes a long way. You don’t even knoooow.

We had a good two weeks though,




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this weekend, i hung out with my baby daddddy as usual. it was mad decent. WE DIDN’T FIGHT, well i don’t consider than times when you ignored me for like 6 minutes a fight, so yeah. we smoked a whole lot of weed smh and than idk we just chilled but it was pretty awesome. I lost my phone, i don’t know how i manage to do that.. WAIT YEAH I DO KNOW HOW I DID THAT. Danny is always complaining how i’m always on my phone, so i decided lemme just not be all up in my phone and than i lose it, but he drove across the globe to help me find it that night and got introuble from his ma, we didn’t even end up finding it but yeahhhh. Since i lost my phone, i couldn’t message him after we hung out and talk on the phone like usual (lame) but i was so high i came inside and knocked right out, but next time we chillll on the east end we can come to my boring house (i prefer his because theres always something going on, i’m always entertained even when im pissed) so yeah. GOOD NEWS THO- an old couple found my phone and returned my phone to my house (how nice of them) but its still no activated, rogers is on some shiiiiiit. Sunday comes now, and i’m feeling so shitty and i have no idea if it was because i smoked so much on saturday but it wasn’t a good feeling and i went and laid up in my mamas bed and we talked about my baby boyyy (danny) and it made me realize how much he does for everyone, like his family, and even me when he comes here, or makes time on his busy schedule, like i just really appreciate him as a person, and i spoke to valentine, is it okay to consider him a friend because i really can talk to him about anything????? i only went to him about this because dannys his bestfriend and i needed an opinion, and danny will love it in the end i swear :)))) welp it’s almost 9pm, and i’m waiting for danny to be available to talk to me before i go into my bed, and sleep. I have so shit i want him to do, and listen to for me as well, so yeahhhh. love u bby <3






Today was a damn good day
Miss my baby daddy though we finna ball up all weekend together yay💖💖
Anywhoo call me when you see diss and FINISH YOUR POST, It looked interesting !!

Day whatever

Over it

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welp, i don’t know what to really say because we don’t really talk during the day because a nigga spends his day chasing that paperrr, but i’m here at the end of the day. BUT my day was really fucking lazy, i didn’t do anything and i wanted to go lazy, im so proud of myself for not bothering my mom, dad, or danny while they were working. It’s 8:43pm, and i wanna be in my bed by like 9:30, so i’m prob gonna shower at 9. UMMMMM, dannnny messssaged me just now though, sooo yeeeeeeah. 

hopefully, we can talk tonight before i pass out in schleeeeeeepppp

k byebye 

bae &amp; I. Miss u 💖

i literally did shit fucking all today.

Usually I wouldn’t mind but Danny has made me become the type of person, who will only sit at home and not complain on a sunday.

I need to do something.

be productive.

holy fucking shit

"I will be your
7 AM sleepy kisses
8 AM French toast
9 AM rushed goodbyes
10 AM love calls
11 AM daydreams
12 PM lunch notes
1 PM new email
2 PM coffee break texts
3 PM reminiscent thoughts
4 PM longing
5 PM drained love
6 PM post-work hugs
7 PM dinner companion
8 PM wine bottle
9 PM tango
10 PM readying for bed
11 PM bedtime stories
12 PM Midnight Sonata
1 AM confessions
2 AM heavy snores
3 AM morning sex
4 AM driftless sleep
5 AM frenzied fantasies
6 AM rapturous sleep
I will be your

Grace C., Timepiece (via misshaaaley)
Today. Just because my tumblr dash hasn&#8217;t seen me in a while. Hi 💖

Day whatever I want it to bee.

Its 9:07pm and I’m tired.
We don’t really talk, he says he’s stressed out and I don’t wanna add to that so i don’t even complain about anything anymore. I’m probably gonna knock out by 9:30 or before that but yooooo… I miss him like the guy I knew. Its sad. I wish we could talk more but whatever, its better than losing him entirely over something out of his control. Anywhoooo I have a half day tomorrow so I’ll be home by like I don’t know 3 or maybe a Lil before and I’ll probably just chillllllllll. I look forward to Saturday though. My one and only day with danny I can introduce to miss stress reliever aka Marley. And I met a guy today in a situation like mine! It was cool. Today was nice. I wasn’t feeling well for a bit but today was nice. Anyway let me just go sleep now. Night Danny I love u. 💖

day iunnnnoooo

After long months of not posting.. we decided last night to try to pick back up. 

To: Que

Now from the time we stopped posting in May, till today, We have gone through so much shit. When I sit down and think about it, you’ve made my life an eventful one. Thank you for that. You’ve taught me so much about myself, about life, and you’ve helped me grow as a person even though you might not know it. Our summer, wasn’t the best summer ever and it defintely wasn’t what we both expected. I think that we had a tough ass year of ups and downs, laughs and cries, and a whole bunch of other emotions. There are times when i wanna kill you, i want nothing to do with you, and i never wanna see you again, and than there are times where i can’t wait to see you on saturday morning,afternoon, or evening, there are times when i can’t wait to give you a hug and tell you how much i love you because you mean the world to me, and i would not trade any of those feelings for anything. I know that your life is a crazy ass thing, you work hard and i am soooo proud of you. Not many 19 year olds can say they do what you do, but i love you and i wanna thank you for being the best you can be every single day. I know things are tough, with your life and our relationship, but i’m bouuuuuut it. I’m bout pulling through all the bullshit, through your hectic work schedule, your soccer schedule, your family schedule, I AM BOUT IT. How are you supposed to make it if you don’t try? Sometimes i wanna give up, because i feel like it’s too much to handle, but than i remember that i’m one day closer to Saturday and that means I am one day closer to seeing you and making things right again. I can’t wait for everything to settle down, for life to just chill out, and for you to just have some time to yourself and what i mean by that is, i want you to be able to get up and have nothing to do, i want you to be able to do what you want not for anyone but yourself. … You passed out because you decided to smoke and knock out WHATEVER. Can you start rolling backwoods btw? Lmao jk. I may miss how things used to be but I’m more than thankful that you’re around. I love you so much!! Xoxooxx RAAAAYSHAAAUUUNNN

From: Syyydddd